Lily Allen got real about why shes attracted to a very specific type of man, and her reasoning for it is a bit heartbreaking.

In the latest episode of the Miss Me ? podcast, which the Smile singer co-hosts with her longtime friend Miquita Oliver, the pair chatted about guys they had crushes on in the 1990s. Nearly 14 minutes into the episode, Oliver noted the kind of men Allen tends to find attractive.

You like quite fatherly figures, Oliver said before referencing a baby-faced boybander that Allen had a crush on in the 90s.

He was sort of an anomaly, Allen admitted. Because I will always just, you know, Im daddy issues, arent I? I just want a big, old, hairy daddy forever. Thats all I want.