Lena Dunham said shes grappling with familiar feelings of self-loathing, something she said is tied to a quarantine to-do list she feels the need to accomplish.

Ive been thinking a lot about my pot belly in quarantine- especially as I notice an unusual amount of articles with titles like how I lost the weight and diet is everything, the Girls actor and director wrote on Instagram Tuesday, alongside a photo of herself in a bikini, staring at the camera.

Somehow, headlines that used to roll off my flesh rolls sting in a new way- not because I think thats the body Im meant to have, Dunham explained, but because it feels like its adding yet another item to the epic to-do list we are all creating for ourselves in Covid.

While she ticked off various items from the mental quarantine activity list shed created, the actor wrote that, for most people pandemic life has not proven to be a break from the world or themselves.